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wqt kese bit rha pta hi nai chal rha.. 2 saal kese Gujar gya pta hi nai chala... ek wqt tha jab baate ni hoti thi to man bechain ho uthta tha... saans lene m v takleef hoti thi... khaane pine kuch v krne ka man ni krta tha.. or abhi ka wqt esa hai ki kya ho rha kese ho rha koi mtlb nai type. ab o jeene ki chahat v nai rhi bs jindagi roj kat rhi hai or kuch nai... o chahat o ummiden o khawab pta nai kaha kho gye jese kuch tha hi nai.. ye life v tasteless ho gyi hai .. kab tk chalegi o v pta nai kese chalegi o v pta nai. bs ji rhe hai to ji rhe hai ... jindagi ese karwat legi kabhi socha ni tha... u know baby muje na man krta hai sb kuch chhor chaar kr kahi dur chale jau jaha sirf or sirf mai akela rhu.. duniya daari se dur bs akele rhu... kitna achaa hogaa naa agr naa koi tension na koi fikar.. na koi chahat na koi khwab ho to.. esi berang jjndagi ki chahat hai mujhe...ese hi jindagi kategi meri pta nai kab tk... muje na achaa ni lgta jb koi restriction ho to.. ye kr o mt kr.. muje total freedom chaiye jaha koi pabandi naa ho apni life me ... mai ghr v late se jata hu janbujh kr .. kabhi 10bj kabi 9bj.. koi kam ni ho tb v ruke rhta hu akele cabin me.. ghr k log kuch or hi smjhte hai... mai kuch krta hu to v tokte hai nai krta hu to.. isliye kha pi kr chup chap soye rhta hu.. jab kahi bahar ghumane v jana hota hai naa to jhut bol kr jata hu office m kam hai karke... meko kahte hai ki pahle jese khana nai khata.. bahar se kha pi kr aata hai or ghr ka khana barbaad hota hai krke... jbki yrr mai utna hi khaunga naa jitna kha saku..khane ka man ho.. or esa kabhi hua ni ki late se aaya rhu or khana nai khau... hamesa mai apni capacity k hisab se khana khata hu phir v... ab bahas krna v sahi nai lgta.. qki log so soch bna liye rhte hai unko kitna v samjhao.. o ni sunenge... jindagi ekdum c badal gyi h yrr .. mai is life se ajaad hona chahta hu ...

wese ab to nal v khulega roj shayad to ab talab nai jaoge naa... mai 2 din pahle tum log k timing pr ja rha tha but shayad ni aaye us din yaa phir late m aae hoge to..no idea.. tinku ki shaadi kab se hai or ladki kaha ki h.. mst enjoy krna shaadi me.

love you miss you take care 😘